I have found a solution for this eating problem…………………………..
Apparently this Liftoff product will help….. Hopefully the distributor will contact me soon and sell me some. I really want to try it out.
I miss not having to eat everyday.
I despise the feeling of swallowing my food.
I feel like I’m choking
I dislike having strong cravings for a certain food.
It’s never something at home
I hate feeling hungry and weak on an empty stomach.
My vision gets blurry and my head starts pounding
Why does eating have to be such a pain….
What is wrong with me. Lately I’ve just been so horny….. stupid body. Stop it.
I feel like…… I really am infatuated with him.
Whenever I see him I always turn to him. I like sitting by him. I like watching him. It’s weird.
I always do this every time I see him but I don’t know if I like him or not.
I mean….. I have a boyfriend. We’ve been going out for a year but whenever we don’t see each other for awhile I feel sad. Just this winter break and during Thanksgiving break….. I feel like he doesn’t love be as much as he used to. Maybe he’s getting tired of me. What if he hates me soon……………..
I can’t be with the person I might like. We’re not even super close. I want to be closer to him but….. I don’t know. Sigh.
Relationships are hard. Not just the romantic kind but also the friend kind.
Finally had girl talk with my bestie ♥
Feels great to get stuff off of my chest.
I thought I was bad but she’s bad too. Now we’re bad girls together. AHAHAHA
Why……. why is my period so late?
I’m honestly terrified right now. Thinking about it makes me stressed and brings tears to my eyes. I don’t know what to do.
I can’t be pregnant. I don’t want to be. I would hate it. I would make the worst mother. I can’t do this. Body…. please don’t betray me.
I’m so scared. I can’t think of anyone to tell. I would tell her but she’s leaving in 2 days. What do I do?
I hate myself. I’m indecisive. I’m stupid. I’m everything that’s bad.
Why did we have to get into a fight about something stupid. You’re leaving in like 3 days. I don’t want you to go. I’m scared.
But honestly about that fight. You said I laughed at them. I never did. I feel like you hate me.
I don’t know what to do. How do I apologize.
You said saying that I don’t know is better than saying I don’t care. Honestly I don’t like saying either. Why? Because as a person I’m too stupid to understand what I’m making an opinion about. I always say I don’t know. Everyone knows I say that a lot. I don’t mean it but I honestly don’t know anything. Stupid stupid. Why am I so stupid? I hate this.
Why.. no matter how happy I get I feel like I can never love myself. I always can think of something about myself, whether it’s something I did or how I am naturally, and this will make me cry. I hate it.
Where are you period?
I’ve had all the signals warning me that you were coming. You’re kind of late to your big entrance…. as always. So annoying and scary.
I really want to tell my close friends.
I mean…….. I’ve had sex for awhile now with my boyfriend. He tells his close friends and they’re all like “Awesome. Sex is the best!” While I just want to confide in one of my closest friends and not have them judge me.
Like I joke about sex with my friends. I mean who doesn’t? It just kind of hurts when they talk bad about people who’ve lost their virginity to their SO. Would they still say the same thing about me? I’m pretty sure they will but honestly I think it would be much better for the closer friends to know. I could tell them stuff for their future to help protect them. I don’t know.
I just feel bottled up right now.